It is now June 2024.
One year since my spinal surgery, which has done nothing to mitigate my symptoms.
Two months until the 27th anniversary of the formation of ANNIHILVS.
My life has become a tiny, shriveled thing.
I have spent the majority of the past four years in bed.
I hate the world, and everything in it.
I think constantly of killing myself.
I am in perpetual pain.
I see no future for myself.
I see no future for any of us.